Jesus, I know beyond a shadow of any doubt that You alone are the One who has and continues to bring healing to my heart and my life. I knew that no one would be able to help me but You. And I thank You that by Your grace You drew me close to Your heart. And You have in quietness and in solitude brought an amazing healing over my life. Jesus, thank you that You drew me close and thank You that You held me so tight that I couldn’t go wandering off somewhere – I stayed right up close to Your heart and to Your voice. The words from the 121st Psalm that Hannah quoted come to my heart and mind, “I lift up my eyes to the hills; Where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.” I knew my help had to come from You and You alone.
You have kept me quiet and still for much of these last two years and it has been precious being still in Your presence and You have indeed breathed life back into me again. I was challenged, Lord, yesterday evening and this morning as I was reading from David Jeremiah’s “The Joy of Encouragement” just about that very thing – solitude – quietness with You and how You minister life and healing when we chose solitude with You alone.
David found himself in a very lonely place – everyone was against him. The approximately 400 men who were surrounding him as his “army” were “in distress or in debt or discontented” (I Samuel 22:2) – not exactly the kind of men that would be suited to bring great encouragement to David’s aching heart. Saul was pursuing David out of his great hatred and jealousy. In chapter 30 of I Samuel they found themselves in Ziklag and all of their wives and children had been taken captive. After they wept bitterly until their strength was gone, they began talking of stoning David – as their leader. And then, Lord, You showed me a precious verse I had never seen before. The scripture says that, “David strengthened himself in the Lord his God.” (I Samuel 30:6)
David Jeremiah says, “In his moment of distress, in the heat of discouragement, the young king turned to the one true God, his God, for encouragement. There was nowhere else to go. Life had reduced his options to one. Sooner or later, life does that to all of us.” He goes on to say that “David’s aloneness may have been his first step toward wholeness. There can be great healing in solitude.” I would say there is definitely great healing in solitude.
“But let’s be honest. Silence and solitude don’t seem to have a place in today’s world. Jean Fleming, in her book Finding Focus in a Whirlwind World, makes this observation:
We live in a noisy, busy world. Silence and solitude are not twentieth century words. They fit the era of Victorian lace and high button shoes and kerosene lamps better than the age of television, video arcades, and joggers wired with earphones. We have become a people with an aversion to quiet and an uneasiness with being alone.”
“Jim Elliott, the martyred missionary, once wrote in his journal: “I think the devil has made it his business to monopolize on three elements: noise, hurry, and crowds. Satan is quite aware of the power of silence.”
In the scripture, You took many of Your servants away to places of solitude – Moses to the desert, Elijah to the brook, Jesus often to a quiet place. “There is ministry in solitude – to be alone, to be quiet, so you can talk to God and God can talk to you. David knew that. His psalms show us that he understood the importance of getting alone with God, whether it be in a cave or on a mountainside.”
“If a man considers his time to be so valuable that he cannot find time to keep quiet and be alone, that man will eventually be of no value to anyone. To spend all one’s time with people, it to soon have nothing to give to any of them.”
“Susanna Wesley, the mother of John and Charles, had nineteen children. She was committed to solitude. In the middle of her busy day, she would pull her apron up over her head and have her quiet time. When the apron went up, the children knew mom was praying and reading her Bible and they left her alone.”
“There are times when the only way to find the encouragement we need is to get alone.” You, Father have given us Your precious word through the scripture to speak and minister life and peace over our troubled hearts. You always meet us when we come to You. I bless You and I thank You Father for ministering to my heart through Your word in times of solitude.
Another tool You have given us is song. Tammy Trent was so precious on Saturday as she shared with us in song. You have given her a new song. You have turned her ashes into joy and You have made her leap and dance again! You are and have ministered to my heart through song all during this journey! I pay attention now, Lord, to the words of the songs in a new way!
Oh, Jesus, thank You for reminding me of what You have wrought in my life through solitude. Help me never be afraid of being alone with You and help me always treasure quiet time in Your presence. Keep me dependent upon You so that I never think I don’t desperately need my alone time with You.
Thank You for so beautifully reminding me of these truths once again through Your servant. Help me choose solitude so that I can know You more! In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.